Sam @CUSP Conference 2015

Monday, May 26, 2008

Today Wasn't A Good Day

Today wasn't a good day for me. I am feeling kind of down. My mom thinks it's homesickness. I believe that is a huge part of it. I have been in Vegas for almost eight months and I spend 90 percent of my time alone. Sometimes, like today, I feel like I made a mistake coming out here. I could've went anywhere in the world, but I came here. I have made some strides as I have mentioned in some of my previous entries. But, not the amount that I would like to have made. I don't live in the nicest apartment and I don't make as much money as I would like. I realize everything is a part of the process and everything is just a step to getting where I would like to be. But, whenever you travel down any road, you have moments when you are really tired, and that's what I feel like right now, tired. I haven't sat around and waited for something to happen to me, I've chased my dreams...literally. The good thing about being out here is that I have lots of time to reflect and meditate. I have every desire to step my game up as I said yesterday. But, in all honesty, I have no idea how to do that. That's just today. Maybe tommorrow will bring inspiration and new ideas so that I can keep following my path.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hang in there little lady. Strength, Virtue, Dignity, Compassion, Kindness, Diligence. Persistence, and Focusness are attributes and characteristics of successful people. You have those qualities and are well on your way. Hold on, be patient, and let God. You will be alright. Just know that the entire East Coast is praying and rooting for you and your success. Until the next time...